yes... It's been a while since I updated anything on deviantart...

I don't usually rant and say some depressing/sad/emo stuff but here we go!

April 7th... This day brings me some pain. Today WOULD be the official 3rd year anniversary with my now ex-gf. Broke up with me last month (by offending, being racist, and bitchy the whole time over facebook) but I'm still not over it... It's simply a huge pain to get over with. But I hope my ex does well, because she's not doing so well with her education life, says her dad and friends. Like what my friend said, for a person to truly learn their lesson, just let them take the hit and be there when they need you the most. But in this case... it's not that kind of lesson. She might be taken to another family (By the gov't says her dad) if she doesn't improve. I'm just worried but I can't do a thing because 1. she is far away (even though I traveled to her house after the breakup) and 2. she doesn't want to see my face or talk to me anymore. (even blocked me everywhere she can such as dA, skype, and facebook and got a couple of her friends to block me on facebook). So, good luck to her... God, I still miss her. bleh.

Life, it was pretty nice until 2012. Everything has been going down hill since new years. It's THE worst year in my entire life. It's not just the breakup, it's other things too but you guys don't need to worry about that shiz. I simply want it to stop. Your life is worse? Well, that's for you to experience for yourself. Can I feel how hard your life is? Not really because I'm not experiencing what you're going through. I'm just saying, but I'm not saying "fuck your life, I only care about my life because I don't care about all you other people". What I'm saying is like, lets say right now I have a broken arm that hurts like hell and you got stabbed on both your arms which is extremely painful. Your pain is your pain and my pain is my pain. So it's the worst pain for both of us. Even if your pain is more harsh.

ANYHOW, here is some exciting news! There is an art show coming up at my school on the 26th of April! I'm going to display my game "Hazardous Residence" during the art show! Going to have 2 game stations so people can play the game. and I'll also show my silly art stuff on the board. My background board theme this year is New York City. Wheeee. Here is a very very early alpha of my game btw [link] (You NEED firefox or chrome in order to play the HTML5 preview of the game)

Any questions about the art show?

Oh look, a friend of mine is also having a hard time with his life.

Fuck this shit, This life is done for good.My life is done. Whoever is reading this, you'll never hear from me ever again. Life was good, but now it's complete shit. There is nothing to look forward to. It's either a lie or it's not there anymore.

Cheers! Life was good.

:devninachu713:, you'll never see or hear from me anymore. Happy?
I predict an "UGH" if you do read this.

Lets just hope that he doesn't kill himself. But I don't know what I'm hoping for.

Lets just hope I survive this mess. Life gets really messy doesn't it?